My body's always been very stiff, and growing up, I admired dancers and gymnasts for their flexibility and gracefulness. When I was younger, I secretly wished I could have swapped piano lessons for ballet classes. Later in life, I subconsciously hoped yoga might help me look a little more like them. So, in 2011, I joined a local gym and attended my first yoga class. There was a guy who was breathing really loudly, which I thought was weird, and a lady who, at every opportunity, would go up into a headstand, leaving me in awe each time I saw her in the mirror. I felt like a fish out of water. Naturally, I only enjoyed standing poses that required strength, and my goal-oriented ego said: "Go for the headstand. You can do it!" And I did. About a year later, I could balance comfortably in an inversion. It brought a temporary feeling of satisfaction, but my practice felt very one-sided. I was resisting the elements of yoga that I wasn't very good at. Forward folds were my worst nightmare, backbends seemed like another dimension my body could never enter, and the non-physical aspects of yoga didn't interest me much.
After my first Teacher Training in India in 2017, I fell in love with yogic philosophy. It revealed to me how limited my vision of yoga had been and how yoga is present in our day-to-day lives if we pay attention to it. In 2019, I was diagnosed with fibromyalgia, which deeply motivated me to further explore the holistic aspects of yoga. It was then that I began to study mindfulness meditation and pranayama thoroughly, embracing them as essential tools for nurturing my mental health and overall well-being.
I gradually became interested in Zen teachings, incorporating them into my personal practice as well as sharing the knowledge with my students. And that's where my very "yang yoga" practice organically complemented the "yin elements," evolving into a much more balanced approach to this beautiful practice. Yoga has become my "safe place" where I can care for my injuries and traumas.
So far I've had the privilege of learning from traditional yoga masters in India who trained directly under such prominent Gurus as Krishnamacharya, Pattabhi Jois, and B.K.S. Iyengar. I've also been greatly inspired by some Western teachers practicing newly developed styles of Dharma yoga and Jivamukti yoga. They all imparted their wisdom and expertise, ultimately shaping my approach to this ancient practice, which I have the privilege to share with my students.